the colour purple..

hey babes.. went to SJ today to finally pick up my dreaded A Levels cert...

walking down the streets of ss15 is literally like walking down memory lane.. hahahaha.. was thinking about all the random things that happened in all the various places...saw MS Glamour.. where we had our random window shopping...saw MAC centre where we cetak rompak all of our books.. Old Town Kopitiam where we had random cravings for the nasi lemak... Uncle Bob's chicken..

bah.. too much emoness for a kooks soul...

anyhoos.. how is our hawtie Ally doing la? no noise from the current Aussie chick is there???

Bimbotic Junkie

sniffles...

its been some time. yes i admit. and trust me i have stories. wounded. hurt. tainted. but healing. its taking longer then i expected but i am healing.

i miss you babes. i miss the times i didnt have anything to care about. i miss the times we could just walk out of class and decide to catch a movie. i miss you. your laughter. your coffee. you smiles and your giggles.

i know i'm being emo. ally is so far away. its hard to imagine that its gonna be like this for a while until we all fly home to our nests.

life had been just that. life.

i need to see or talk to you babes soon. and no i'm not on the verge of suicide. it just sucks to think that i'm going through so much and i havent split any of it. its getting a little hard to contain.

so yea.. please do find a little time for your little sash.

she needs you kooks.

loves you always..

bimbotic junkie

To my most beloved Ally, Bak, Sash...

I miss you sooooo much!!! *Sniffles*













The good o' days.....

Lotsa love,
Pwincess <3

No goodbyes!

Dear Choc. Slut, Bimbotic Junkie and Pearl Princess, Fellow persian cat erm i mean tubby erm i mean... lalala~ i pretend I have forgotten ur real name k ;)

It's thank whoever it was that brought all of us together. I thank God for letting it happen and bringing each of us together. I mean seriously, it would be horrible if we hadn't met, I'd be miss clumsy and prolly end up in a ditch somewhere!!! And think of the memories we'd be missing out on!! So whoever that person was, no matter who, I seriously think you rawk!

Thanks so much for being there for me when I needed people most, thank for all the heart-2-hearts and the advices and the ears. Thank you for being there when I'm most weak and vulnerable. Especially when I'm in a crazy mess, you hotties never ditched me! For that thank you!

Each of you have been such a blessing in my life and I really cannot fathom how life in Taylors would be like without each of you! And right now at this hour, I really am afraid of going to Oz because your shoes are definitely WAYYY too big to be filled. Certainly there isn't another kookydoodelz number 2 out there! This scares me because I really don't know how to survive without you guys! My support system, my heart - most of my memories these past 2 years have been with you in it- boy it's certainly going to be different 2008. But that being said, do not erase ally-kay away from ur memories okay.

I carry apart of each of you in my heart and I indeed am grateful for everything. I love each of you so so much. This certainly isn't goodbye, but merely a short hiatus. There will certainly be more memories to make and more things to talk about. Remember that ally-kay will be here for each of you whenever you need someone and wherever you are. I carry a part of you in my heart.

Okay, I better stop now, before this post gets any mushier. I wouldn't want 3 hotties with tissue papers and smudge eye-liners when this post is done. So I better end here, writing more is getting hard because I too am going to break into tears any moment. Silly.

So thanks again Pearl, Sash, Bak and Joseph (i do rememeber you name larr!) but for memories sake, Tubby. For your friendship and endless support. For the things you blessed me with and the bountiful memories you've presented me with. For leaving concrete footprints in my heart and taking time out to spend time with me.

Keep in touch and take care! All the best in every field you set out to do and remember lil old ally when you're rich and famous OKAY!!! lol. May everything you touch become rich and things you do bring you happiness.

God Bless. Love each of you and your special attributes. Till then, SEE YOU SOON!! (no goodbyes!!)

attn.whore.

p/s: Happy Birthday Sash & Pearl!!!

Change Party Plans

Hey! So we're changing plans a little bit.

So kooks & extended family take note.
DINNER IS One Utama at 7 pm @ still yet to be decided.
instead of Laundry (cause Laundry's having something i heard) we're moving it to Mardi Gras.

Just take note =]

attn.whore

LAUNDRY, CURVE

TO The Kooks & The Extended Kooky Family (includes bf, fiances, friends, classmates) (approval from kookydoodelz needed)

VENUE: The Curve
Date: 31st Jan 2008, Thursday!

1. Dinner
Time: Estimate 7 pm.
Venue: To Be Decided

2. Laundry
Time: About 9.30 pm till whenever we feel like leaving / Laundry closes. (whichever comes first)
Venue: Laundry lah!

NOTE: RSVP with me or Bak (you have our numbers) by Wednesday or Thursday morning?

NOTE 2: kookydoodelz for updates!

and to you kooks- aLLy's house after! I will not LET you sleep that night! hahah. Sounds kinky doesn't it *winks*

attn.whore

stupid exams..

ever had those thoughts?? where u wonder if it'll hurt if you throw yourself off a building? or accidentally slip somewhere to hurt yourself.. or suddenly wake up one morning with no memory of what you've done for the last 2 days......

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

i wish!!! stupid exams.. those thoughts are becoming more frequent now.. wondering how i can land myself in hospital or something and just skip it all... freaking pissing off shit... why do we even do this to ourselves? as a test? what makes the straight a student feel so much smarter than the guy who didnt do so well? just coz that the straight a student mugged the whole year? and the guy who didnt do so well studied 2 hours before the exam and still passed? kinda makes u think about the pathetic mindset of society doesnt it...

why even sit for it anywayz? coz our parents make us. coz if i walked up to them and said.. hey i'm not prepared for this exam and i'll sit for it next sem... no biggie.. i'll get the whole.. "wtf?? why cant u be more responsible? whats wrong with your attitude? dont u know you have to study hard, get a's, get a secure job, make a measely couple of thousands working for someone else, live in a delusional world believing that this is what u've wanted to do all your life and stay "happy"?

well guess what. i've had enough.

i wont study what i dont want to. fuck accounts. never liked it in the first place.

i refuse to end up working for someone else.

i refuse to get into a stable job. i rather live like a pauper for the first few years my company is growing then laugh at all the suckers that didnt believe in me when i drive that new BMW

i refuse to settle for thousands. i want to make millions.

i'm sitting in the wrong degree. i hate it. i dont want to be an accountant. do i look like an accountant to you? honestly? a five year old could tell you the answer for that one.

just because i can doesn't mean i have to.

Bimbotic Junkie.